hiiiiiiiiii

ew. this. is. gross.
so, yesterday was my birthday. woop. no, i hate birthdays. yeah, today i skipped school, my friends and i spent the day at the ice cream parlor. mmmhmmmm. yeah, so i wanted to ask, what's your favorite song at the moment? what's your favorite song of all time? who's your favorite artist? tell me all about your ipod/itunes. tell me. tell me. tell me. i got a $25 itunes card, and i don't know what to buy, and it's just mad. so help, yeah? help a sistahh out.

someone please explain why my sets are so damn ugly? "well, natalia, your just so fucking uncreative." thanks. ok, bye.

AHOY MATES!
I'm sick. *sniffle sniffle* Have I ever told you about my RL best friend, Ari? That's her name, not Arianne, or whatever, Ari. But I call her Monty. Don't ask why, ha. Ok, well Ari, Rhea (another friend), and I are obsessed with Harry Potter, i think it might be because we're the only ones in the school who've actually read a book, but yeah. So, coincidently, Ari and I are both re-reading The Goblet of Fire. So we've created a book club (ha, we're so silly) and every day we read five chapters and discuss everything the next day at lunch, Rhea too, she just finished The Deathly Hollows. And we discuss everything, everything, everything. So, we spent the whole day thinking of names for the book club, Rhea came up with Tea with Thaddeus, Thaddeus, you know, the wizard with like seven kids? Yeah, no. The name didn't stick. So later in the day we were talking about drugs, weird thing to talk about, but one of the girls in our class's cousin just died of an overdose, so we were talking about them. So then Rhea randomly yelled: "HOOKED ON HARRY POTTER!" Yeah, Hooked on Harry Potter, but we shortened it to Hooked on Harry, and that's our book club. We're so utterly weird, I know. But now I am off to read my five chapters for today.
 
TATA DEARIES.

tlo set, finally! no school + natalia = lots of catching up to do.
yeah? yeah. ok.
5 - cloud hopping! yes, it's exactly like it sounds. oh and no need to worry about falling - we can fly, remember?
 
STORY IN LIKE AN HOUR? YEAH.

Survey taken from; chewn lips + bruised hips
 
1. FIRST NAME?
Natalia

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yessiree, my mom's friend. I've never met her though, to think i should meet the person who I was named after...

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
don't know, i usually try to forget those things..
 
4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yeah, i think it's nice, and really neat.

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT?
don't usually eat luchmeat...

6. FAVORITE MOVIE AS A KID?
i liked power rangers.. odd enough.

7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
haha, i don't think so. i'm kind of, loud at times and i can get pretty mean if you piss me off.

8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
yeah, but i'm not too good at keeping up with it.

9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
yeah.

10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
yeah, i'm almost sure, yeah.

11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i have, at the beaches in mexico i do it all the time, i like it.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
i don't really like cereal, but at my grandma's house all she has is cereal, so i like frosted flakes with banana. (:

13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
no, i usually just shove them off in the corner.

14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
like muscular? haha, yeah, i am.

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?
i'm not really supposed to eat ice-cream, and i don't. but i really love ben and jerry's. (: yumm-o.

16. SHOE SIZE?
it's utterly small, i'll tell you that.. :/

17. RED OR PINK?
red, usually.

18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
least favorite thing? ha, my teacher just covered oxymorons at school. (; i really am not too content with my appearance, to tell the truth, but my shoulders bother me a lot, they're very big.

19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
you wouldn't understand.

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON MOVIE?
monsters inc.

21. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
i'm wearing grey sweatpants, they're really soft. and i'm barefoot.

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
pizza. (:

23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the oscars. (:

24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
silver, like metal silver.

25. FAVORITE SMELL?
i like the smell of cigarettes. i like the smell of lavender. i like the smell of rain, oh and cinnamon.

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE
PHONE?
annie.

27. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
haha, freckles, i like boys with freckles and red hair.

28. FAVORITE PLACE TO SHOP?
i like going on Etsy, online.

29. FAVORITE DRINK?
caffine tastes good, but water, i drink lots a day.

30. FAVORITE SPORT?
i'm not too big on sports, i'm a klutz, and usually end up losing the game if it's a team sport, but i like watching football (here they call it soccer, but my mom has a fettish of call it football, 'cause that's what her family calls it, and i caught on).

31. EYE COLOR?
black

32. HAT SIZE?
i've never actually known there was such a thing as a hat size.

33. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
they're a hassle, i wore them for some time, but i'm back to my glasses.

34. FAVORITE FOOD?
chinese.. (:

35. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING?
happy endings i guess, if they're not too sappy..
 
36. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED AT THE MOVIE THEATRE?
Alice in Wonderland, i went to midnight premiere.

37. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
grey. (:

38. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter.

39. HUGS OR KISSES?
i like kisses, they're cuter.

40. FAVORITE DESSERT?
brownies.

41. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
celebrated, it was my mom's birthday.

42. FAVORITE CLASS?
art.

43. WHAT BOOK(S) ARE YOU READING?
about four at the time? i'm re-reading harry potter, also, so five.

44. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
i have a laptop.

45. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
didn't watch tv last night, i think.

46. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
the wind.

47. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES?
the beatles, but i love the stones, too.

48. THE FURTHEST YOU'VE BEEN FROM HOME?
mexico?

49. WHAT'S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT?
drawing, i'm pretty good.

50. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
fridays, they're nice.

ﻬfebruary 14- you lucky, you! you are now apart of the greatest clan in neverland, the lost ones. today being a day of love and neverland being a place of love, we will be hosting... AN ART SHOW. there will be little time to meet the kids, since you will be spending your whole day making paintings having to do with love, hearts, friendship and valentine's day! they'll come in handy tomorrow.
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The hazy hollow had officially become my favorite place, since today. Yes. So I sat there, I had all day long, reading some lovely books I had managed to fit in my small jean bag.
"Ivy! Ivy! I-vy!" I looked up, it was Wendy. She'd been one of my favorites here too, very sweet that girl. She noticed my attention and spoke again, "We are painting paintings!" She giggled "Yes! Come!"
"I'll be there in a moment." I smiled, she scampered off. I closed my book and fit it into my bag. I then got up, caressed the hollow a bit, promised to be back soon, and wandered away to find the girls.
From a distance I could tell there were boys there too, their short shiny hair was glistening against the sun.
"Ivy's here!" Yelled Wendy, many girls looked around in confusion, I hadn't met many. Wendy ran to go get me.
"Girls," she smiled, "This is the one and only Ivy Peaks, my very good friend since today!" She and all the girls giggled, the boys chuckled and went back to their activities, the girls were painting, and the boys were tossing acorns at one another, Tiger Lily did too, occasionally.
I managed to find a canvas that wasn't splattered with red, pink, or white.
I did the same as the girls and painted pretty hearts, though mine had an arrow through it, and was a real human heart. My painting was very realistic, or so I thought. Birdie even said it was "neat-o!" Birdie was nice too. They all were.
As I painted the finishing touches to my masterpiece, such as the outlines, a pointy something dug into my back, then fell the the ground. I heard the boys laugh and I turned around.
"Oh Ivy, I am sorry, Liam meant to hit me, but I ducked!" He snickered.
"Oh, who is Liam?" I said, then crossed my arms. Peter pointed to a boy sitting who was wrestling against Asher, from what I could tell, he was definitely winning, though laughing too.
There was grass stains on his bare knees and feet, I noticed once he got up. He was absolutely perfect, Liam, deep green eyes and dark brown hair, perfect.
I watched him, I watched him laugh, sit, and wrestle. What a god he was. We locked eyes for a moment, then he looked away. I felt my cheeks go red.

Yes, yes, it has finally arrived, hell to the yes! (: Thanks to all you girls who hosted events, I thank you dearly. *Natalia bows thankfully*
*Note: Neverland has a touch of real life, small things though, no television!
 
FEBRUARY 2010 CALENDAR: NEVERLAND
ﻬfebruary 14- you lucky, you! you are now apart of the greatest clan in neverland, the lost ones. today being a day of love and neverland being a place of love, we will be hosting... AN ART SHOW. there will be little time to meet the kids, since you will be spending your whole day making paintings having to do with love, hearts, friendship and valentine's day! they'll come in handy tomorrow.
 
ﻬfebruary 15- today you will be assigned your dwellings, or homes. you will be given a large, large redwood tree which has a door carved, a bed, and two windows. it's your job to decorate, though! (yes, you will be living inside a tree!) invite some girls to help, after all, a redwood is too big for one to paint alone.
 
ﻬfebruary 16- a big part in neverland is magic. today you will be learning to fly, meet with peter and tinkerbell by the forest near the hazy hollow, you will be sprinkled with fairy dust, once all have arrived, and peter will teach you the ways of the sky. flying is a very difficult task and most will have trouble, but don't give up!
 
ﻬfebruary 17- meet at the personable pastures to pick food, you must have something to eat after all! a variety of carrots, cauliflower, watermelon, apples, and basil rest here lazily.
 
ﻬfebruary 18- tiger lily has arranged for all to participate in a tournament, a swordplay tournament! she is allowing all to borrow her variety of swords so they can therefore participate! be careful and try your best not to provoke tiger lily, she's a tough one! (the boys will attend too!)
 
ﻬfebruary 19- chammy is baking gingerbread houses in her dwelling today and has invited all the girls and boys. boys will play checkers while girls bake a batch of scrumptious sweets! they shall then socialize and enjoy the cookies together!
 
ﻬfebruary 20- the one and only, ginger applesucker, has invited the girls for tea under the apple orchard behind her dwelling. she has planned to hear a bit more about the boys in neverland, or at least that small bit she doesn't know.
 
ﻬfebruary 21- some girls plan on meeting together to watch the stars at night beneath cozy blankets, it will indeed be a chilly night! you never know who might show up, perhaps the boys?
 
ﻬfebruary 22- the crazy velvet fleur has announced to be hosting a themed dress up party! fun, right? here's the catch: you must create your own outfit and your costume must be made of what you are dressing up as. if you will be dressing as a bird, cover yourself in feathers! if you're a tree, stick branches on yourself and leaves too! you can always add a touch of glitter too!
 
ﻬfebruary 23- after a wad of silly, time-consuming, and tiring activites, today you get a free day! roam neverland or hang out with your friends, do as you want.
 
ﻬfebruary 24- you have a fun day ahead of yourself. birdie has invited all the girls, and only girls, to do some ribbon twirling with her in the graceful gardens, it will be a wad of fun, just watch out for those vicious bunny rabbits, they do indeed have a wild side.
 
ﻬfebruary 25- today you will make jewlery, yes, jewlery! you will have a supply of beads, jewels, and string. we guarantee you can string something cute together!
 
ﻬfebruary 26- asher has invited chammy to the beach, somehow everyone found out and is surprisingly showing up. jump the waves and gather seashells, don't expect anything too private though, everyone is watching.
 
ﻬfebruary 27- the first snowfall in neverland since a decade ago has arrived! go iceskating on frozen ponds, have snowball fights, or make snow angels, a day to yourselves has come again.
 
ﻬfebruary 28- willow has predicted a rainbow and is indeed right, all the girls will sit calmly in the graceful gardens, relax, and simply stare at that magnificent rainbow.

THIS IS MY TRYOUT FOR RAINE. (: IN TFO.
I KNOW, I ACTUALLY VERY WELL KNOW, THAT RAINE IS SOME SEXY BADASSS, AND THIS SET IF VERY 'EARTHY' AND 'GIRLY.' BUTTT, I PROMISE NOT TO MAKE MUCH SETS LIKE THESE, K?
 
BTW, MY MODEL IS FRIDA GUSTAVSSON.
 
SO HERE IT GOES:
Raine Townshend [twenty one]
country of origin// australia
the crime\\ manufacturing deadly missiles in an underground factory
how much of a threat // 9
raine is quite the daredevil, her edgy looks give her the appearance of a bad-ass and perhaps she is one. her past was never quiet and boring for she was always up to some sort of mischief; whether it be prank calling or sneaking into forbidden places. when she turned eighteen she divorced her strict folks and moved out to the countryside with a few of her friends. they were always brainstorming new ideas; bungee jumping one day, skydiving the next but it was raine herself that brought up the illegal ones. the others didn't follow, so she continued the plan without her friends. fast forward six months and she has an entire underground factory that manufactures missiles and sells them to countries at war. but apparently this kind of stuff was much too dangerous and the police caught her. and so she's here, waiting to die in this craphole; but knowing raine, she'll find a way out.
model\\ FRIDA GUSTAVSSON
 
"This is you're room, you are to stay in here, or do as instructed. Got it? Or you're right back to jail."
"Jail is better than this motherrfucking craphole." I murmed as the frail old woman scampered down the hallway.
I slammed the door and sat on the bed.
It was rock hard, it's covers had moth holes in it, and were itchy.
I got up, not liking the feeling against my thin legs.
I then sighed and wandered my eyes around this room, which was said to be a hell lot better than a jail cell. I didn't think so.
There was a large spiderweb in the top corner on the right side. The walls had holes in them, it looked like somebody had shot through them, the floor was creaking beneath my vintage heels.
Who in this motherrfucking world could possibly think that THIS was better than jail?
"Hey, girls! There's more than just seven of us, come take a look!" Yelled a soft voice. It sounded like a mouse.
That mouse opened my door and came walking in with six girls following behind.
"Hi," murmured the mouse.
"Hello, asssholes." I replied with a smile.
"Check it out, this motherrfucker is from Britan, just like you Eliza." Said a girl pushing through the crowd, this one looked like a slutt, and she obviously couldn't tell between british and australian accents.
"No," I said "This motherrfucker is from AUSTRALIA, and she wants you to get the fucck out of her room." I crossed my arms.
"Ha," Smiled another girl, "I'm June," she extended her arm, "I destroyed St.Petersburg church."
"What did you do?" said the slutt.
"I was, um making weapons, in a sewer and selling them all over the world, the shittting police caught me and i ended up in this shitt of a craphole." I smiled.
"Oh and-" I cut her off
"Look, I couldn't care less what you bitcches did, I'm tired and mad, do any of you have heroin? I am hooked, and wasn't allowed to bring any."
Valerie raised her hand.
"Not at the moment, but it should arrive in a couple of days." She smiled.
"Great, now get the fucck out." I said.
They all scampered out, and after about two seconds, one came in alone.
"I'm Anita, I just wanted to know? Do you have a gun? They confiscated mine," She looked down.
I lifted my shirt, tucked into my pants was of course, my gun.
 
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KIND OF SUCKISH STORY, I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE AS AN INTRO, I PROMISE TO BE ACTIVE IF I GET THE PART THOUGH, I WANT IT SOOO BAD!!!!!!!!!

the lost ones {neverland}
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"peter, who are the lost boys?"
"they are the children who fall out of their perambulators when the nurse is looking the other way. if they are not claimed in seven days they are sent far away to the neverland to defray expenses. i'm captain." responded peter.
"what fun it must be!" exclaimed wendy.
"yes," said cunning peter, "but we are rather lonely. you see we have no female companionship."
"are none of the others girls?" wendy questioned.
"oh, no; girls, you see, are much too clever to fall out of their prams."
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oh, the lovely absurdity of neverland. alas, this land of dreams and neverceasing play stands as a refuge for those who refuse to mature and would much rather fantasize of faerie dust and flying. these utopian stargazers are considered 'lost' to the real world and seek shelter in this sanctuary of mysterious, glittery nonsense.

the lost boys, led and chosen by peter pan himself, were once very lonely creatures seeing as they had no female companions. peter saw the childish sadness glinting in their eyes and soared off to london to recruit a group of young females who would become the lost girls. together, the lost ones, both boys, girls, and peter, frolic and take to the sleepy air and most importantly, never grow up! the lost ones refuse to sleep, only taking anonymous cat naps every now and then, but even those rarely happen. in just a blink of an eye, one can miss so much, so many pointless, youthful things, but events that make the lost ones who they are. lost to everyone but themselves..
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*IT'S INVITE ONLY,DEARS*
 
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{samantha alice constantine}
Sammy was a proper girl once upon a time. Then a badass, slick man whisked her off her feet, brought her to Luxe, and taught her the ways of gambling and living life to the fullest. She's an impressionable young lady who got a little carried away quite a few times at Luxe. Her giggles fill the estate with joy and she teaches the other girls polite manners during the day. Somehow, that innate knowledge of how to serve tea, start conversations, and walk like a lady is starting to disappear, as her new, reckless, carefree self takes over. Although, she appears a little dim at first, Sammy is beautiful, and interesting, vibrant and whimsical. She was once a wise, well-brought up woman. Will she ever be able to restore her previous life-style? Or has it already gone to shambles?
 
Model: Karlie Kloss
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STORY:
 
"No, no, no, no, Cal!" I giggled, "Your dessert spoon goes in front of the plate, you see, just like Almond's!" I was teaching a few girls how to set the table, a simple lesson I learned when I was nothing but a child. Yet some girls were so hard-headed they insisted on their ways of setting the table, which I was sure of, were not the right ways.
"Like this?" Cal set it on top of her plate, she laughed hysterically. So maybe they were just teasing me, still, that wasn't the way to do it.
"Ha ha, very funny." I crossed my arms.
"Look, Sammy, we really aren't in the mood to learn this, ok?" Cal stood up, and left.
"I still want to learn," Walda murmured "Is my fork in the right position?"
I look down at my thin wrist, my watch stated it was 6:30 PM.
"Walda, hold onto that, dear, I.. just remembered that I left my... necklace at upstairs, please wait." I smiled and scampered away, looking behind me every two minutes to make sure none of the girls were tagging along.
I tip-toed outside and to the clearing and peeked behind the big redwood tree in the back.
"I believe it was the Heroin, you wanted?" He kissed my cheek, I rubbed off that wet feeling on my cheek.
"Can I just have it now, Milo?" I sneaked one hundred fifty-four pounds out of my pocket and stuck them out.
He snatched them out of my hand, and tossed my the black powder in the wax bag.
I turned around, ready to leave Milo.
"I do hope you realize 154 pounds is not enough, I do expect something.. else... in return." He chuckled.
I headed back to him, and got close to him, really close, he grabbed my hips. I unbuttoned the top button of his Polo shirt.
I got my lips close to his ear, waited four seconds, and whispered:
"Only in your dreams, jackasss."
I then walked away from him, halfway near the door to the main building I stopped and looked back, I tousled my hair out of my face, Milo was in the same position as when he handed me the drugs.
"I'll give you more cash in a week," I yelled "I'm out."